Pastor, Western Presbyterian Church
Washington, DC
January 25, 2009
Text: Psalm 62:5-12
I remember when I was in high school, and a group of my friends were camping out, and after we got the fire going, we began to talk about our futures. We were all applying for college. I still find it unnerving that many of us are pressured to decide what we want to do at the age of 16 and 17. There we were, teenagers, deciding what we were going to do with the rest of our lives. One of my friends surprised me when he said, “I want to be a doctor.”
“Really?” I asked. The occupation did not fit him. He was a gifted artist, and we had both taken every art class that we could fit into our schedules. “I didn’t know that you like biology.
“I don’t,” he answered.
I was more perplexed, so I took another stab at it. “Do you want to help sick people?
“No,” he responded matter-of-factly.
“Is it a family business?”
“No.”
“Well, then why do you want to become a doctor?”
“Because I like money.”
It kind of scared me a little bit, that someone was going to go into a profession as intense and demanding as medicine, a job that had so much direct impact on other people’s lives, without any desire to be a physician, but rather, for the money.
Well, I’m happy to announce to you that after twenty years, I found out from a Facebook reunion that my high school buddy is… an artist. An artist who makes good money
It was a relief when I read it. Of course, there are plenty of people in our country who go to work every day to make money. But, when that is the only thing that you set your heart on, when money is the only motivation in one’s life then that’s a recipe for misery
I like this term, “Setting our hearts.” It’s poetic, and so it seems to have various meanings. It can mean that we find our faith and security in something particular.
It also gives us a sense of direction. When we set our hearts on something, we know that we want something. We are navigating with an internal compass. We are realizing the direction on the path that we would like to go, even though we don’t realize exactly how we are going to get there. Setting our hearts can mean that we are identifying our passions, dreams, and gifts. Realizing those things that we can work on for hours, and the time just flies by, because we’re enjoying ourselves so much
Setting our hearts can also mean that that we are listening intently to the things that move us. Identifying the concerns, needs, and worries of our community and the world. Oftentimes, in life, we have our hearts set on alleviating a particular need. When we notice how our heart sinks when we find out how many people in our city are infected with HIV/AIDS. Or, we are angered about the abuse and pollution that our planet has to endure. Or, when we are moved with great empathy by those who are suffering from mental illness. When an article in the newspaper makes us suddenly tear up, or we become angry at finding out an injustice, we know that our hearts are being set on those things.
And it is often when these last two things can move together—when our gifts and passions can work with our heart-felt concerns—this is often the place where God is calling us. It may not be in our jobs. But, often, it is in what we do, how we spend our Saturdays, and what we do in this place.
The Psalms rightly tell us not to set our hearts on money. Sometimes the poetry of the Psalter is startlingly accurate, and this is one of those mornings. These verses portray the author’s internal dialogue. He’s having an argument with his soul. Reminding himself that his confidence, his strength, his refuge is in God, and not in money.
I don’t get the sense that money is a bad thing here. It’s just that the poet reminds us that it’s fleeting. One day it’s here and the next day it’s gone. You can’t count on it. You can’t set your heart upon it.
I know it’s true. I’ve seen it happen. When a person is in the right place at the right time, they are often blessed with money. And then other times, it disappears. We’ve seen it here, in our country, as markets have been on a roller coaster ride, making dives that make all of our stomachs nauseous. It seems like overnight, even the most prudent investments have lost their value.
And I am not here to dismiss how painful these losses can be. Our hearts ache for people who will have to put off their retirements, people who have struggled and saved for years, to watch what they own simply dry up. People who have put their entire paycheck into their homes month after month, and watch their housing prices fall, and hear people on the news ask questions like, “Will we ever see the bottom of this real estate market?” Or for students who have to drop out of college, because they just can’t borrow the money any longer.
It is devastating.
But, I also know that in this place, money is not where we set our hearts. It is not the only thing that drives us in our passions, and it not the only thing that moves us to care. In this place, this place where our souls wait for God in silence, we have learned to set our hearts on other things.
Not everybody realizes that about Western Presbyterian Church. When I first started as a pastor here at Western, I was talking to another minister of a prestigious, but struggling, church in North Carolina. He was well aware of our history. I naively mentioned some of the good things that were happening here, not realizing the trap that I was about to fall into.
Suddenly, I could almost feel the professional jealousy swell up and he responded, “Yeah. Well, if someone dumped a whole pile of money onto our church, we’d be doing great too.”
I’m pretty sure that my mouth fell open, and I began to remind him of the multi-million dollar pipe organ renovation that his church just completed. But then I closed my mouth and held my tongue.
Since that day, I have encountered the sentiment over and over again, usually by eye-rolling colleagues who tell me that the reason why Western can do all of the work with the homeless, the reason we can run on wind-power energy, the reason that we can reach out to college students, the reason that we can help start churches, the reason that we keep our pastors for a long time, the reason that we can do all of these things that we do, is because we have an endowment. And I bite my tongue.
As many of you know, about fifteen years ago, when we sold our church property, we were moved here, in this beautiful structure, and set up with an endowment. It was a huge blessing. As a congregation that struggled financially for decades, that fought being closed down, that had pastors who could not always be paid on time, I am sure it was a huge relief.
But, of course, the endowment is not the reason we can accomplish the things that we do. There are plenty of churches that have overflowing endowments and they have allowed the money to define who they are. But we know that the strength of this congregation has never been in its bank account. The strength of this congregation has always been with the generosity of its members. It has always been in the fact that we have set our hearts on serving this city in the best way we know how.
The strength of this congregation was seen, when the Great Depression hit, and we were unexpectedly saddled with an extra building. So, our members asked for contributions on the street corners. They would have rather done that than watch their church go under.
The strength of this congregation could be seen when the suburbs were growing. So many of our members moved out of the city, and we were left with sparse numbers. The denomination wanted to close the church down, but the core membership was not convinced that their ministry in this city was over, and so they fought to stay open.
The strength of this congregation could be seen when our church felt a call to feed the homeless, even though our building was not able to hold the hungry men who streamed into it each morning. Our plumbing was too old and the electrical system was too fragile to handle all of those people. The members in this church did not set their hearts on pristine buildings, but on being the hands and feet of Jesus Christ to a troubled city.
In the process, we have been blessed. We got a new building. We received an endowment. We have gifted financial managers who have been extremely smart about the money. The money has gone to all sorts of things. We have taken care not only to invest in our portfolio, but to also invest in lives of poor men and women in this city, invest in green energy, invest in planting new church developments, and invest in housing for the pastoral staff. We have put the money into innovative programming, children’s art education, and into the lives of students. We have looked at our passions and the needs of this city, and we have set our hearts on them.
As many of you know, and as many of you will learn in greater detail at the Annual Meeting, our endowment numbers have suffered, just like everyone’s endowment has suffered. And so, we will need to make adjustments to the budget. We will need to look long and hard at where our resources will be going, and what we will do in the future. And the discussions, always have a bit of anxiety to them. And they should.
But, even in the midst of all of this, we have always known that we cannot set our hearts on riches that increase. But rather, we are to set our hearts on God’s steadfast love. It is the love that I have seen here, in this place, among all of you. It is the love of community that has sustained people in every economic circumstance. And it is the love of God that reaches far beyond the doors of this sanctuary, that reaches the men, women, and children of our city.
It is in that great love, that we can do what we do. It is in that great love that we will find our strength.
To the glory of God, our Creator,
God, our Liberator,
And God, our Sustainer. Amen.